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#Makingithappen
Photo: Adel making tea for me Siwi style in his shop DUNE which is often filled with interesting people, local and foreign. The first...

Nicola Cross
May 2, 20224 min read
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#thingsaren’talwayswhatheyseemPt2
With all the thought I put into figuring out Siwa and Siwis, mainly men of course as women are at home, it never occurred to me that...

Nicola Cross
Mar 29, 20225 min read
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#thingsaren’talwayswhatheyseemPt1
Siwa is getting a facelift. All the hickledy-pickledy building fronts around the central souq are being demolished. A uniform frontage of...

Nicola Cross
Mar 28, 20223 min read
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#desertmedicine
Yoga is experiential. No amount of theory can replace practice, in the same way that no combination of words can adequately convey my...

Nicola Cross
Mar 26, 20223 min read
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#TheForgottenTombPt2
I consider how a tomb that no one knows about at the base of a 13th Century mud fortress links to the self-determination of the men with...

Nicola Cross
Mar 17, 20224 min read
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#Desertflower
Not many people know it but, I can be very shy. Coming from the country where the term ‘rastitute’ might even have been coined by Rough...

Nicola Cross
Mar 15, 20224 min read
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#TheForgottenTombPt1
Generally, not many women walk through the streets of Siwa. I’m still trying to discern who’s who. Non-Egyptian foreigners are easier to...

Nicola Cross
Mar 15, 20225 min read
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#lemondrizzleinSiwa
Photo by: Katrina Wild Yesterday, my friend baked a lemon cake. I still think there wasn’t enough lemon in it but, I lost that argument...

Nicola Cross
Mar 11, 20223 min read
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#11minutekundalinimeditation
I set off. The first few minutes are ok. Then, my arms hurt, my arms ache. No, it’s pain! I don’t have to do this. Why am I doing this? I...

Nicola Cross
Mar 6, 20222 min read
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#bigconvointheuniversityofSiwatoday
In the past I’ve said to people, “You don’t do the work you need to do and perfect it and then find a partner”. Part of the work is...

Nicola Cross
Mar 5, 20223 min read
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#onlyinSiwa
05:16. Today, I’m going to visit some friends in their home, for the first time. They’ve alerted me and now … I’m worried … their house...

Nicola Cross
Mar 4, 20221 min read
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#Siwahealedorspatout
Sometimes things just hurt. They hurt if you walk into them, … around them, … push them down to where they just become a lump in the pit...

Nicola Cross
Mar 1, 20224 min read
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#Siwaisamagnet
I’ve started practicing kundalini meditation again. I’m not back on track but I’ve remembered how it feels. I’m remembering how it stills...

Nicola Cross
Feb 27, 20226 min read
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#Donkeycarousa
Lost on facebook I just read an advertisement for a young Trini man’s Flores Shaun talk, “The Straightjacket of Masculinity” and it...

Nicola Cross
Feb 27, 20222 min read
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#desertdesserts
These dynamic Egyptian women were an uplifting end to a day that got off to a wobbly start. I should have known the day would get...

Nicola Cross
Feb 20, 20222 min read
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#Siwaandthepeopleitattracts
Temple of Amun, Siwa. Siwa has always been a magnet to people and slowly, slowly I’m putting the pieces together through the stories...

Nicola Cross
Feb 19, 20223 min read
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#Perspectiveisafinething
It is often steeped and stewed in colonialism (which of course is inextricable from patriarchy). Up until last year I didn’t really...

Nicola Cross
Feb 18, 20224 min read
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#ChannellingOscarthegrouch
Here in Siwa, men greet men with a shake of the hand. They don’t offer their hand to a woman unless she puts her hand out first. That...

Nicola Cross
Feb 16, 20223 min read
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#Mapping
FOR MY LAZY FRIENDS, THE FIRST 2 PARAGRAPHS CAN BE READ IN ISOLATION, kinda..... just for you! Secrets. Mystery. Oracle. Magic. Words...

Nicola Cross
Feb 15, 20226 min read
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#FriendshipinSiwa
I'm always concerned that in posts the complexity of life is misrepresented and that only the best bits are made public. I can begin to...

Nicola Cross
Feb 15, 20223 min read
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